It could be a reaction to the feeling that I am losing more and more control of what matters in our life.
Or I could just be sleepy of the Heating as well as Air Conditioning temperature control yo yo going on in our home.
I was under the impression that the older I got, the more control I would have. As I seasoned I assumed there would be far less compromise for the sake of our family. I don’t guess I could have been more wrong. In fact, the older our children get, the more I have to do without to spend money for their stuff. I spend money for college, projects, interests, clothes, electronics and the list goes on and on. Don’t get me wrong, our children aren’t ungrateful or anything. It’s just that I would like to have a bit more of mine instead of paying for theirs. This is selfish as can be I’m sure. However, I take little steps to see that I am at least giving myself the semblance of control. My latest little thing has been the Heating as well as Air Conditioning system. I am the a single who schedules the semi annual service. It’s me on the ladder decreasing the air filter every month. So, I decided I would outright seized control of the Heating as well as Air Conditioning altogether. I called up the Heating as well as Air Conditioning guy and had him come out to put in a smart temperature control. I wanted it so it could manage our Heating as well as Air Conditioning USge more precisely because I like saving money on the energy bill. But, the real reason is because I could set it and keep the code to myself. This felt so wonderful for some reason! But, it only lasted a few mornings before our wifey demanded access to the app. So much for total Heating as well as Air Conditioning control.